Nothing makes sense these days, not for long. Everything seems to be backfiring somehow. I get annoyed by people's company. I get annoyed when alone.
Ali's visit is not helping either. Wish he had come at a better time, I'd have been a much better host. I am trying, but trying is never enough, is it? He would most probably leave earlier than he had originally planned. And that means we would not be making that road trip to Vancouver we have been planning for a year. I wasn't really looking forward to it, to be honest. Not these days. And a few days ago, I wished for it to not happen, but it was just momentary thought and I reprimanded myself as soon as the thought occurred. (Funny how easily and quickly a momentary wish is granted, and what about the things we have been constantly pleading and praying and begging for?!) Ali wanted that road trip so much. He deserves it! I feel guilty.
I should try to stay away from happy people; I wouldn't want to jinx their happiness.
My housemate talks so much. It's annoying. Everything is. Per kis ko museebat hai?!
Ali's visit is not helping either. Wish he had come at a better time, I'd have been a much better host. I am trying, but trying is never enough, is it? He would most probably leave earlier than he had originally planned. And that means we would not be making that road trip to Vancouver we have been planning for a year. I wasn't really looking forward to it, to be honest. Not these days. And a few days ago, I wished for it to not happen, but it was just momentary thought and I reprimanded myself as soon as the thought occurred. (Funny how easily and quickly a momentary wish is granted, and what about the things we have been constantly pleading and praying and begging for?!) Ali wanted that road trip so much. He deserves it! I feel guilty.
I should try to stay away from happy people; I wouldn't want to jinx their happiness.
My housemate talks so much. It's annoying. Everything is. Per kis ko museebat hai?!
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